Into the night I go
asking that it might be so
that my life becomes complete
and myself I meet

Into the rain I dance
taking that second chance
following a rhythm forgotten
avoiding the steps I was caught in

Taking another road
releasing that load
longing to really be
simply searching for me

I was another’s slave
I was a role model and heroess
but I must confess
through all development and progress
I came out, still a mess
never truly
all that I can be
and I cannot see
how to be free
without completely
being me

Into the light I stumble
unsure of the path I walk, humble
not with a goal in sight
I let go of that need
with all my might

Instead I find bliss
through breathing into all that I miss
my lack of this
and that
with my charm as a sun hat

I hope that I will go far
beyond the star
into the universe
where I can rehearse
to go even further
beyond time and space
as a surfer
of the wave
into bliss
that this
might be the shit

Into myself I fall
beyond thought and all
answering the call
of my soul
to be whole
out of control
but still on a role

Taking that final step
where I can stop having to prep
where I know
where to go
without thinking
or blinking

That’s my goal

You can’t take me there
but your presens here
is all that I need
to get there with more speed

Inspiration is you
all you need to do
is nothing at all

To meet is to become
through you I come home
and as we part
I continue to follow my heart

Into me I dance
taking that second chance
to be here
with fear and all
no matter perfection at all
the step might be small
but the effect tremendous
the effort corageaus

yes

to really be me
and see
where that takes thee
that’s the goal for me

Creation moving
all I’m doing
is to breathe, wish
and let go
do I know
that what I want
will unfold? No.

That’s not the
point to me
what I want is
to be free
steadily
connected to the heart
in a flow of love
without a start

It’s just there
to share
be aware
if mind and control
is how you role
what you want here
might appear
but without connection
to the perfection
which true love brings

In lack of dynamic
it holds you ’till you panic
or force others to carry your fear
just to see what you want here

Without love and freedom
creation brings boredom
and even certain doom
since there’s no room
for true inspiration
bringing transformation
and continuation
of thought
and will gets
caught
in the web of fear
just to see what you want appear
before allowing your heart
to grant real wishes full of true art

Love and freedom
is how I breathe
moving with creation
dancing with what’s
underneath
allowing myself to be influenced
into a wish that can follow
making sure to remain
hollow
allowing love to
flow through
it’s the best that
I can do
to make my real wishes
come true

With my back against
a wall
I turned to the
left
refused to fall, but
followed goals
that I had set

As they disappeared
behind the horizon
I knew that
into the moment
I had zoom
say
come what may
I will follow, go this way

Had to turn
inside
and discovered
a stride
a fight that was
the way
to get out
no point to
shout at it
just go
with it
and
allow
compassion to take
me through it

this time
mainly for me
letting my feelings
run free
however
with a strong
composure

It was not
an issue for
the outside world
I had no
need to be heard
on what was
really going on

I felt strong
and knew where
I belonged
– with me

So I allowed myself
to be
a picture within
a frame
with no shame
refusing to play
any game
knowing that this time
literally nothing would
stay the same
except for a
dedication
to the
incantation

let love be
my guide

from this I
will never hide

So, turned inside out
I refused to shout
but allowed myself
to grow a new
skin
from within

Because of this
I didn’t
fall apart
didn’t have
to mend
the pieces
of a broken heart
or nothing of
the sort

I fell short
of a crisis

And now I know what
time it is

To find the
right stage
the awkward but golden
moment to share

So I’m standing here
in front of you
completely changed
brand new