if there are eternities of love, there is enough for everyone

They say these days that in every little atom, or maybe even in every quark, Higgs boson, string or what-ever-currently-is-seen-as-the-smallest-parts-of-our-existence, there is enough energy to light up whole cities. Maybe there are even entire universes in there, or that we can reach these other universes, and/or other dimensions, through these smallest parts of our existence…

Since universe is eternal, this must mean that there are many eternities out there, in there, in us, in every little cell. I thought about this today, and realised that if there is so much energy in me, there must be literally eternities of love inside me.

This thought made me really and truly feel, that inside me, inside anyone, there is enough love for everyone:

I love everyone, everything, eternally, all the time. Everyone loves everyone, everything, eternally, all the time,

and

om det finns oändligt mycket kärlek så räcker det till alla  –  if there are eternities of love, there is enough for everyone.

fear

i am plagued by the errors i made

the chances I got

and lost to oblivion

(although I have not forgot’n)

there is no chance to go back

only to be, move on

and hope that those fears are gone

– the fears –

which made me act so           stupidly

svensk översättning . postad 29.07.2009 11.01

jag plågas av felen jag begick

chancerna jag fått

och förlorat till glömskan

(fast jag har inte glömt)

Det finns ingen chans at gå tillbaka

bara att vara och gå vidare

och hoppas att de där rädslorna är försvunna

– rädslorna –

som fick mig att agera så                           dumt